Inspirado

 I'm working on this song for karaoke. I hope I can get it right. That's 'baby makin' music'.

I haven't written shit in a week. I kind of feel like a failure at this whole 'writing' thing.

I know, there are those out there that could give me advice on how to write, but I just haven't had much to say. Plus, I keep forgetting the stories I want to write down.

I went to Norwescon. Had fun. Dressed in a kilt the first night, and had a woman put her hand up it to check if I was wearing underwear.  I wasn't. Wore my leopard print PJs the second night. Don't ask me why. People love them.

Visited with one of my oldest friends Wednesday night. Found out she's been dating a new guy. I'm happy for her, but a bit jealous at the same time. Don't ask why. It's too long to explain.

She told me her new guy has a Muslim father and a Mormon mother. Or is it the other way around? Oh well. And, she's a total submissive. I don't understand people who are "kink". Mostly because nobody has really explained it to me. The same with polyamory. I have kind of an idea, but I don't know all the fundamentals.

The past week, it's felt like everything has been going wrong. I try to write, and can't think of anything. I played poker, and didn't (and couldn't) win a hand in 2 1/2 hours. My phone got shut off. That happened because I have a friend on my plan, and she hasn't given me a dime for her portion in 4 months. NONONO, don't think that. She's just had a bad run as well. I'm helping in any way that I can.

Work is ok. I get paid to sit on my ass all night and play on Facebook.

I've cut back smoking by a lot. I have about 8-10 a day now. I use pipe tobacco, and roll them myself. Plus, the fact that I'm not smoking the whole thing helps, as well.

I joined my company's softball team. We practice every weekend for a couple of hours. I can't wait for our first game.

Other than that, I can't really think of anything insightful or interesting to write. Perhaps I'll come up with something later.